When I first finished this web site, I didn't want to upload it on the internet. I felt like it would be too much to handle because people would depend on me, and I felt I would be not be as helpful since I am also suffering from the same grief. I thought having this site would be like telling everyone "I'm okay with the passing of my daughter", and I'm not. I told a friend that I thought I would hold off on the whole thing, but she asked me, When am I ever going to be "okay" with Alana's passing? I told her never.
It's sad that sites like this one need to exist, no one should ever lose a baby, but it happens. Precious Awakening, and other web sites like this are needed because it happens, and no one should have to suffer it alone. Precious Awakening exists now because I will never be okay with Alana's passing, but I have to learn to live my life in a new way with my special family. I will never be the same.
Precious Awakening has been created in honor of my beautiful daughter Alana.. Long before I knew you I picked the name Alana for you, just for you. You woke me up, and rocked my whole world. You gave me meaning. Now you've gone, and have taken a piece of me with you. You are the truest love of my life. I will never ever forget you, my little princess. Don't forget us. |
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